ouh ! i miss u , babe !

damn !

its father's day .

i dunno how to describe my feelings .

mybe its sad , maybe its angry .

i just don't know .

u know what ?

my father is gone .

i don't trust any man except him .

seriusly , bile someone came into my life ,

i started to trust man .

i don't wanna share it here .

kembali ke topic asal .

aku ta tao hari ni ....

ta tao na cakap ape .

bukak fb , everyone greeting themselves HAPPY FATHER'S DAY !

 i said (whisper) : wadehel , are they tryin' to make me mad ?

then , aku nmpak status fara saying : happy father's day to my mother!! love you !!

aku like jee . dunno what to say .

hari tu , aku dok denga lagu . pastuh terdenga lagu WHEN YOU'RE GONE- avril

aku terdiam . aku denga jee lirik tu .

then aku pk byk2 kali .

sah lirik tuh same dengan condition aku time tu .

kat fb , aku tulis macam2 . 

lepas tuh , bermulalah kata2 semangat dari Chowder Pocoyo dan Hidayah Haris

'be tough'   'sabar'   'kitorang ade' dan macam2 lagi

thanx korang ! kalu korang ta de , aku ta tao aku cmne

i always wishing if there is time machine 

i wanna go back to the night i lost him

i want to help him . i want to hold his hand . i want to sit beside him till the end

but , i know it's impossible to do that

 aku nak sangat cakap kat dia

ayah , uyuy sayang ayah . uyuy nak hidup dengan ayah

uyuy ta nak hidup sorang2 . 

honestly , aku rindu sangat2 kat dia . 

his voice , his scent , his laughter , his angry feeling towards me .

i miss all that

tapi ape nak buat 

ketentuan Tuhan sape boleh ubah

maybe kepergian dia ad hikmah

sekarang 

aku ade farah , daya , nabel <--- Nabiel Eccentric

zue <--- Zuraidnah Adnan

semua sokong aku dari belakang

aku dah anggap diorang macam family aku dahh

termasuk laila <--- Laila Mylo Bokami

dan poya <--- Fea Poya

my real family ? don't mention it . its annoying me .

to me , my dad is my only family .

ayah , uyuy rindu ayah

i just tought i can't live without you

but my friends gave me support that u always gave me

tapi ayah , 

ayah tao tak ?

family kite tak macam dulu dahh

family kite dah lain

korang , korang nak tak tengok gamba ayah aku ?

bawah nih laa dia

i love him more than myself

konklusi

saya sayang ayah saya

saya sayang Chowder Pocoyo

saya sayang Hidayah Haris

saya sayang Nabiel Eccentric

saya sayang Zuraidah Adnan

saya sayang Laila Mylo Bokami

sayan sayang Fea Poya

mod > :'(